Christmas carol

   Hello people  it's been a long time has it? :p i'm having my christmas holiday now :D merry christmas to everyone! soo tomorrow i'm goinh on a vacation :D soo excited i'm loving this holiday. Soo you seee i had grade problems recently but actually it didn't turn bad at all oddly.-. idk how i guess miracles do exist especialy on my physics. You see for the mid term report i got 30. And that is bad really... bad. So i worked hard on it i guessss......... and i got 70 for my physics at the end semester report card that's just so miraculous seriously.

I only failed one subject which is chemistry -_- sucks just seriously. so how are you guys doing these days? :p i've been lazing around these days idk. So how are my lovely followers doing? i hope you guys have a pleasant holiday.



oh! and merry christmass!

Remember the happy days

Hi people! i'm back! sorry for not updating these few months it's really been hectic and frustrating so ._. sorry.

School is going bad i'd say, I feel bad about it, i'm literally flunking a lot of subjects which is really bad. Idk how I go into this mess but I need to get back on my feet and start studying extra hard from this day on.

So how are you all guys? :p I hope your all doing fine, i'm fine (at least alive and breathing) I've made some new friends at school and it's going well. oh yes I recently made a trip to SG more like a surprise trip . My parents surprised me by telling me about it like three 2 days before departure and I was very-very shocked.

During this trip I did lots of things, I went to the night safari, I bought lots of clothes and stuff (bugis!!) I ate many delicious food , I played lockdown too (I love this game) lockdown is actualy a game in which you are locked inside a room and you're supposed to fing your way out.It's really tricky honestly but I'd recommend it.

But you know the most memorable thing is actually walking down the streets of Singapore , riding an MRT , and also the beautiful viw from clark quay river, it was truly beautifull.

 Hello people! i'm back! sorry I haven't been updating these few months :( school has been super busy but guess what?! i'm back now! so how're you all doing? i'm doing pretty fine my school's going fine too lately. I've learnt some cool drawing tricks from my good friend too awesome huh? :D

ok off to the main topic

so lately life has been awfully tiring this school I mean is exhausting. I could go with my friends and work on a project until like 7pm and the best is yet to come -_- i'm just exhausted... there are momentsin which I seriously need a freaking break. but then there arealways good thing about school to you know.

After all when I go to school there is still something I can look forward to :D

OH HECTIC DAY!

                 Hey guys sorry I haven't been posting lately :c you know school is just so bussy and stuff, I mean like come on I've had # tests this week -_- trust me it's really tiring. But hey it hasn't been so bad at all I've made some good friends and we went to watch some movies last Saturday. At first I thought it was a good movie but honestly it wasn't the movie is sooo disgusting (.~.) I meanreally really disgusting .


                 Anyways enough of that ! how are you people doing?! fine? I hope you're all well :D btw i'm thinking of making a new blog in Indonesian I mean most of my lovely viewers are fellow countrymen! so I think it'll be nice if I make and Indonesian blog but i'sm still thingking about the title... what do you think is a good title?


allright pretty long post and i'll close this up with a picture!

gothic

                       Hey peeps! I've posted some new doodles and a picture too :D how do you guys like it? I especialy like akira , because it is the first time I successfully draw wings yay! I know it's not perfect or anything but i'm satishfied ;)

                      ok so some of you might ask why did I drw that akira girls, I know I don't look like the girl who would like creepy stuff or anything but... yep I do I like lot's of creepy stuff, I do monologs and stuff , my favorite colour is black I love blak yay! and I like gothic stuff!  I like gothic quotes because they are meaningfull. but I know some of you might not like it and that's fine by me!




 "Evil is a point of view."
-ANNE RICE


"The darkness that surrounds us cannot hurt us. It is the darkness in your own heart you should fear."
-Silvetris

Teenage stuff

Hello people :D it's me again !!! Weehe! How are you all doing? I'm doing good :D!! (Please note that by my explanation of fine is alive and breathing .-.) so actually you can say (in you point of view) i am not ok both mentaly and physicaly.

Ok  so physicaly i'm not physiccaly fine because im having a cough it's so annoying .o.  I can't eat ice cream .-.

And  i'm not fine phsychologycaly either look i'm a girl i'm a teenager you know what happens to us do u?? ......... No? Ok fine it's like da boys problem ok? Sheesh good thing you guys don't know me too much ... It's frustrating i can,t even look him in the eye how frustrating .-.

School for real

             Hi guys! how're you all doin? I've been doing .... good I guess yeah good.  ok so I  started school already ..... and now I am officially a high school student :D awesome yes? it is awesome! I am truly excited . School so far is just so-so I gues but it's hectic and I mean very hectic. Because my new school is not like the old one at all. I am just worried i'll be late for classes or stuff like that. My new school is very strict about being late and stuff, which is the reason of my anxiety. And of course everyone say there will be so many homework and stuff also the reason of my anxiety.

So hbu guys? Started school already? is it good? bad? why don't you all tell me? i'd be happy to hear from you guys :D (a.k.a please comment) 

ok then so I gues that's it buh bye guys!!!!!!!!! see you later!

school

i'm starting school already :( sheesh. And now i'm officially a high school student. I really am worried about my new school, because everyone says it's gonna be hard and there'll be a lot of tests and stuff man! creepy.

My new school is so different from the old one. My old one is small my new one is huge very vey huge . And there are so many people and idk ..... it's kinda intimidating you know. But the first day wasn't so bad( surprisingly) I made new friends already. and i'm glad at least it started of pretty well ( so did I thought) . Oh yeah on the first day there was some sort of session about the school rules thing . And honestly idk why but the teacher made it look so scray and I do mean very scary. Though the seniors doesn't seem to be having a hard time . ._.

But ofc I chose this school and I expect myself to endure it for 3 years, and enjoy it if I can of course. But.... from my last experience of going to a new school it's only hard at the very beginning you know and soon enough it's just normal .... and then i'll wonder why I was so scared on the first placed the cycle continues ( until I graduate my uni ofc)



All right that's all for my post sayonara guys! the worlds strangest girl signing out!

a rather emotional post

           hey guys! :D g day , how're you all doing? as for me here I'm doing just fine:) I'm going to do more updating since you know I have my own laptop now so it's easier .
         ok so guys as you see a couple months ago I bought a new set of pencil colors . it's a derwent pencil color (72 colors wooho!) and i'm proud to say it's one of my prized possetions. look here i'm not really that good at drawing , I don't have crazy talents . I just doodle every now and then and somehow create some good drawings ( yes people this is how I operate) but sometimes I make bad pictures too which mostly goes to the trash can. I've showed my doodles some time ago and i'm really just curious whaddaya guys think about it? I know i'm not good but please people! for the love of lord say something! (i'm a bit emotional at the moment and the weather is not helping there's a thunder storm out there) so please post a comment or something I know you guys see my posts ._. trust me I check my viewers daily. so please just please



i'll psot my doodles next time ok? the internet's having some sort of problem

me new toy

          hello guys how are you all doing? it's me again as always . Well guys i'm excited to tellyou I finally have a laptop on my own ! yaay! and I absolutely love it it's really-really awesome. My dad recommended it for me (special thanks to him) . I need a laptop for school you see so finally they agreed to get me one :D . my new laptop is the asus vivobook. I chose this one because :

1 it's slim and so automatically light.

2 it has the newest windows operating system a.k.a windows 8 ( oh yeah windows8 have a touch screen :D cool eh?)

3 it's speedy and also it has nice graphics.

4 it's not too expensive.


;D still trying to get used o my new found toy laptop but it's coming quick :D awesome!


all righty then people the world's strangest girl signing out !

12

  Hello people!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm baack! :D so did you all miss me? hahahah all right i'm doing fine i'm going to grade ten soon and i am super excited about it. since i'm moving to a new school, things should get interesting.

alrighty people back to topic. so recently i have been going to a lot of places (i'm still on holiday yay! :D)
including the doctor and also the reflexology and ..... what happened is .... both the doctor and the reflexolog  guessed my age and they said ......... 12 ....................... and i was like whattt?!!! twelve???? dude i'm turning fifteen this year are you serious?! (sigh) what is wrong with them .....

look i know i may act childish sometimes all right maybe most of times -_- but seriously do i really seem that childish? .......... or do i look like a kid? ._. i have been thinking about that recently. and i am worried ._. but well can't help it can i? :D

i guess i really don't care if i am childish but i like it this way and i want it to stay this way so .... i guess it's no use trying to change myself trust me don't change yourself for the world , just keep being you :) it's always better and easier that way .

okk so sayonara guys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the worlds strangest girl signing out!

FREEEDOM!!!!

            Finally i am able to enjoy my holiday for real :D my test scores are all good and now i reeally feel free.freedom is a good feeling isn't it? so relieving so carefree it feels as if nothing and nothing could bother you . So the point is freedom is something that everyone wants.
             But the definition of freedom differs to every people doesn't it?i can't actually say what freedom is . To me freedom is having nothing to worry about and you can just concentrate in having fun and all.But idk actually your thoughts and mine might be different. You might say being outdoors is freedom,singing is freedom or anything actually.
           

quote me

          Hello people :D, i know it has been a long time since i last post so to make it up to you all i'm gonna make something special. i am a book worm and most of times i like classics . you see these books have inspired me to do some quotes. from simple ones to the ones that needs a pretty long time to understand. making quotes is really interesting you know , because making them isn't hard at all. quotes can come from random thoughts and ideas or perceptions and your own experiences.
          lots of my quotes got inspired from movies or books i read. but normally movies leaves the strongest impressions. because you know movies are moving pictures sounds and all. but books are good to, especialy fantasy books helps sharpen your imagination.
         
         speaking of imagination , i'm someone with a very wild imagination. I can think of stuff other people don't . but my imaginations disrupts reality sometimes, which can be quite troublesome, since i often retort to daydreaming monologue and other stuff. some people think i'm scary or crazy . but well every people have their own opinions and i have no right to judge.
           
       all right back to quotes here are my quotes



" everyone has their own measurement of proper and improper,so don't judge "

" Truth be told nobody is 'normal'"
"Don't dream to be successfull, success is too simple"

Good times , Bad times

                     UN UN UN UN and even more UN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD!!!! i don't know what to do! all these things are so much for me and UN is the only thing i have in mind right now.... how annoying. Well actually UN is not the only thing i have in mind right now.... you see i have an important occasion coming up and i'm super excited but also nervous about it.\
                       You see my grand mother's birthday is coming up and..... we're all busy arranging her birthday party .... we shopped for dresses and all those stuff you need for partys. But i'm nervous because this is not your average birthday party..... it's like having a wedding party all over again .-. i am absolutely terrified.You might ask me why i am terrified like seriously ??? vania it's a party! just a party! .........................______________________________________ Easy for you to say!
                       This is the first time i am going to play an pretty important role here. i'll be the guest thingy y'know the girls that welcome the guests kinda thing??? well it'll be an easy task if you know who my grandma is inviting...... well i don't! i don't have a clue who my grandmother is inviting ......... so as you see i might as well be crowned worst well comer ever :(

Alice in wonderland

     Hello all! what have you been up to? are things going great? or just average? for me it's going just so-so not too much to say :) i'm here to talk about my favorite all time story of alice's sequel through the looking glass.

     do you like classic tales? i do! it's reat. you can learn a lot of litterature from there. I like alice the most if you don't know alice it's about that curious little girl who fell down a rabit hole into wonderland . There is also a second sequel which is throught the looking glass

i like all the sequels they are great i think  some musicians have made allice to be their inspiration 

HORRORIFIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

                       Minna no moshi-moshi!!!!!!!!!! how're y'all doing? good awesome? great? i hope you guys are good. My lifes been going to better parts lately mids went off smoothly :) more viewers!! lafya all!

                      well you see a few days a go me and some of my friends were talking about horror movies :p they asked me wha's ur favorite van? i mean ur a horror freak too right? well... i answered, silent hills good i like that .  And they asked me again which ones your favorite character ? i thought about this for a while and say ummm..... i have to say allesa giulespe ( she's the main antagonist )
                        They asked why?? isn't she the evil one? and i answered true but she is not un reasonably evil. i mean if they hadn't burn her alive and brand her a witch she wouldn't be evil right? , i'm not saying what she does is right but still she's mad there for a reason....


Other than silent hill i like i like the resident evil series !!!!!!!!!!!! one of my all time favorits! it's an awesome movies about zombies very popular  not ful of surprizes like silent hill but has an awesome story line  any of you horror manias over there? tell me  ur favorits please :D

simple obssesions

                   Hey all!!!!! today i'm blogging in the middle of mid terms !!!!! nuts am i? well actualy not i'm doing this because i kinda have to ...... because i gotta study for computer kinda the teset is about blogs can you believe it??? weird subject isn't it????

                    these days i'm just kinda tired and all that's it........... i mean stuff are piling up and tests too i'm kinda tired :( but i guess that's the price i'll pay about all this. Nationals are coming and it's tiring the heck off me i hope it goes off well . :D how bout u guys?? are some of you having nationals too?? don't worry thenn !! i feel your pain as well! (thumbs up)...................... okkk this is awkward nvm

mid tests

Hello guys um.. mids are coming soon and i must be honest i'm worried about it really sorry i can't write a lot today. i'm just telling you i won't be writing next week

As long as your happy, I'm happy

              Moshi_moshi people!! how's it going? pretty good? my days have been cheerful and nice for a change :p . I hope your days are filled with happiness too . You might ask why am i posting a seemingly cheerfull post for a change... . Well actually it is because a lot of good things have been happening quite recently.

             Number one is my friend. She 's one of my besties and she's quite a fanatic fan to a certain international boy band (guess yourself). She told me a few days ago she just got contacted by her biggest idol (also crush). And so she has been over the clouds these days . I am really happy and excited for her idk why.... . Oh! and she told me they have been chatting for these past couple of days and she told me that every time they chat (texting) her hands are always shaking, and that it took all her effort to type properly :p

           Second , idk why i'm just happy !!! i got a new note book from my aunt ( a very talented craft maker) she works at made with love, and she sent me a blank album and other art stuff to use !! i am sooo happy about this. I also got a new diary i have been trying to write on it (good so far) so yes i am obviously happy .

     Umm and guys that's my doodling :p whaddaya think? i know i'm not good and i'm sorry if it looks bad :c hope you like it :D

pain is inevitable suffering is optional

      Hey all! how's it going? I just finished my try outs and i am sooooo happpy!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i hope my hardwork paid off :p . btw how are my lovely viewers doing??? i hope y'all are good. today i'm gonna talk to you about some things that has been bothering me quite recently

     I must say i am feeling overally tired because UN's are coming up and it has been a big obstacle in my way. But these obstacles are the little things that distracts us from the big pictures. As a girl myself i have been struggling a lot about myself but i never tell anyone about my problems. Only god and i knows it, i never tell people my problems because i know that they have their own problems. Most of the time i don't want to bother them with personal problems

  but hey i'm not here to ruin the happy mood am i? :D whenever i have problems i'll lift up my head and say everything is fine

Perbaikan

ehmh guys i missed some things at my last post :p My other blog is  vania_TBGS_9 my other blog

ME, watashi, Saya

hey guys! long time no see i know :p sorry for all the delay and lame excuses i'd probably make . 118 views!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wooohoooo!!!!!!!!!!!!! what on earth came in my mind? never thought some people would read my boring  blog :p today i'm gonna post some pictures obviouly have been trying for sometimes.

Today i'm gonna post a picture of me , obviously -_- well if you don't know me yet , My legal name is Vania just a plain old vania. But my family name is Djuhadi . I'm 14 years old a junior high school girl soon enough graduating :D, i'm from indonesia . And truth be told i'm proud being one

Oh and beside me that's my bestie livia i'll post some pictures of my class at my other blog vania_tbcs9

ME and my school

hey y'all i'm umm blogging from school for some reasons :p but anyways i'm about to talk about my school today . My school is at Tunas bangsa gading serpong. I'm at class 9B and umm i have 15 friends in my class.
6 girls and 9 boys. i'm at computer class right now i just finished playing dota.

I kinda suck at this thingy but oh well w win anyways . My hero"s name is draw ranger she is a very good hero in my opinion perfect at late games but bad at early games she has thin hp and mp but all you have to dot to max her out is agility stuff since her ulti ands up her agi. :p uups gotta go!

Dream catchers

So guys i'm really sorry about all the delay i have been trying to post since yesterday but therare little problems so i'll just send the pics next time. And again i am really really really sorry about all this i please forgive me ........... Right now let's stop about all this melancholy and i'll skip to the posts.

Dream catchers you all must be asking why am i chosing this topic?? Because i'm pretty sure everybody has a dream catcher. No! not in a form of a thing or an item i am reffering to the dream catcher within us. Now i know i'm confusing you so maybe i'll just explain a little.

Dream catcher is a charm that is normally used by the native americans. It is normally hanged on walls or ceilings and are said to be a protecting charm. Dream catchers actualy acts as a filter. It filters your thoughts and dreams and it only allows good thought and dreams to pass through. dream catchers are normally in a shape of a hoop, and it is decoratedwith sacred items such as feathers or beads.

Now that you understand this dream catcher i'm talking about , you probably should have an idea of what i'm talking about. What i mean by the dream catcher within us is our ability to filter our thoughts and dreams. Are you the kind of person who filter your thoughts and dreams and only let the good ones escape?> or are you the kind of person who speaks about all your thought without thinking? those questions are yours to answer.

Now life has killed the dream i dreamed - Les Miserables-